Being Grateful

Before the spring season seemed to have arrived in my life totally unexpectedly, I was very grateful for all the things that I had. When spring came, I was swept off my feet.

I was at a place where I felt like I have never been before, being able to relate to all the soulful songs and my heart syncing with it, made me believe in magic somehow. That magic is nothing else, but a great boost of serotonin and oxytocin in scientific terms.

I am very grateful for the days when spring got a huge smile on my face. I would sleep peacefully, happily wondering how all of it happened and it was all so magical.

It never gave me enough time to process, but I remember writing in my diary about how grateful I was to experience that love of the spring season.

I was just like a free-flowing bird, smiling at everything I see and spreading love wherever I go, but when spring came I felt like I can also get some love which I never expected the way I got. Not saying that I felt I am unlovable, but then someone cherishing you at that point and making you an important person in their lives and you being able to reciprocate it, is a great feeling.

All of those feelings are very genuine at that time, and it feels so surreal too at times. If given chance many people wouldn’t want to come out of that season.

Today I am just grateful for at least having lived those moments of such genuineness and innocence of love during the spring season. I have no regrets, no complaints, and no wishes. I feel very content with the memories that are there with me, at that time too somehow I knew I had to live those moments and be grateful for them, because if gone the same would never come back. Now when I look back, I just get a huge contented smile on my face thinking about it.

I can proudly say, I have felt something very pure and divine when I experienced love. I am very grateful to God for choosing me to have those beautiful moments and experience a different feeling altogether. Before that, I never thought that I could also ever experience any of those kinds of emotions.

When things do get over at some point, you end up having so many memories and wounds to heal too. But I am grateful again, to have found this opportunity to look at myself from this perspective. I found aspects of me that make me realize that it is a great thing to be alive and feel emotions and enjoy all the sad and happy moments too. All are wonderful in their own ways.

May God bless all!